i don't know what's wrong with some people being so paranoid about, basically nothing? i mean you yourself started the "rumour" by telling someone else, then expecting he keeping mum about it. honestly, that's like spreading the whole "rumour" yourself and not us. it's so freaking lame that i don't even know if you're trying to exaggerate the whole thing yourself because what i know isn't exactly what you've said.

when working, i've used 2 phrases most frequently.
those are: "Thank you" and "I'm sorry".

not what i'm supposed to be, but those are really constantly expressed out of my mouth anytime.

I'm an Adult

It sucks being an adult. But the irony is there's nothing in me that spells adult! I'm still the same small girl who hasn't grown a single centimetre and kilogram since 2010. So why should I pay twice the amount for my train fare! :( It's not like I'm gonna occupy a larger space in the MRT right?!

On the side note, I can't believe I'm gonna be 19. 19 is just so different from being 18 because I don't wanna be 20 anytime! Even when I tell a new friend next time that I'm 20, they probably think I'm lying. Even my agent thinks that I'm way younger than 18. It sucks having the clock ticking away just like that.

I don't wanna write down a certain someone's name here, but I really dislike his character. He's a person I met during work. I hate it that everytime he speaks to me, his phrases contain RA21 stuffs. You get what I mean?! He jolly well knows that I'm only 19 and he keeps insulting me, a young girl, with stuffs that he shouldn't be mentioning to me at all! He has no self-restrain and I have to practise self-censorship at all times. I mean, he has no evil intentions but he just needs to zip his mouth. It's getting more irritating :@

That's the end of ranting session today. I'm so tired!

Merry Christmas!

2011 is gonna come real soon. I really don't want 2010 to go, 'cos my door number is #xx-2010, hahaha! But I swear a new year will be great, as a new beginning to better ourselves, to challenge our mentalities to a greater height and be more willing to be adventurous towards new opportunities. I bless for a really just satisfactory A Level results, more money and gaining more experiences in year 2011. That's all. Merry Xmas! :)

Take my hand close your eyes

With you right here I'm a rocketeer

Let's fly

Dilemma

We both knew that we could be something that we had imagined if we just tried a little harder
But then again why did we not

I love you a lot and I hope you know that

It hurts too much more than what I had envisioned

Work

It's been 2 weeks ever since I've worked at CPF Board and I'm pretty glad that I'm more adjusted to the working environment today. The environment is very friendly and I'm glad the previous temporary staff have taught us, the new temporary staff, well. So, I'm really looking forward to becoming a better employer. :)

working is kinda fun, cos the workload currently isn't really too great. and there's this funny colleague called william who's 27 but mental age is only 10. trust me, the stuffs that he says are really less than 10 years old. but he's leaving next friday so probably it won't be as fun without him cos the office is kinda... packed with aunties. and my co-worker just ORDed and was from sajc with 4 straight As. he's super smart lah and TALL. so all the retrieval will go to him. hee (:

oh i can't wait for my pay to arrive! i need money desperately. to dye my hair golden brownnnn, buy contacts, and hmm, a lot more stuffs! (:

alright, bye.

huiling

say hello to black braces! i regret taking black but o well though it rly looks like tooth decay..

In another 2 more days, A Levels are really gonna be over! I can't wait, even though I'm gonna work on the 30th November already! I'm finally independent enough to work and earn money by myself, and I'm working under the government body! (:

Okay, so I only have like 1 day to play and relax. But Physics MCQ's gonna be a breeze, right? And there's like dental on Monday, I'm so dreading it... The pain is intolerable lah. I want money! ):

There's so much things to do after A's but the depression that comes after it and before the release of results is gonna kill me. God bless ):

Hui Ling